YSaturday, September 22, 2007
i'm full of shame fo myself.
ruined a beautiful mini bbq by drinking.
puke pit by drinking.
behaving hysterically by drinking.
troubling alina, joel, sheila, cp and rynel by drinking.
worrying my dear friens by drinking.
making rynel go down to ecp at 0100 in e mornin and walked home til 0415 by drinking.
i remember
hearing disappointment and dismay in his voice when he say "promises are meant to be broken".
being in total lose over myself.
i'm at a total lost over how i can try to make it up to him, fo wad he did is so much more than i can ever repay.
~♥makeitmutual..
7:15 AM